Guess what?? I have finally reached the dreaded final year. Two years of terror. Thick books, that are thicker than the Oxford Dictonary. Just a few days ago, i was a new MBBS student, terrified by anatomy. Then I struggled with Pharmacology. And now I have stumbled upon the 'almost there' part of my journey...
But is it?? The final year in itself gives me the sweats. I havent even thought of the uncertainties that lie beyond. What am I going to do?? Where am I headed? Is it the right direction? If it is, is it where I want to go? I if I do, will I be able to or allowed to? These are a few of the questions that haunt me. I am in a place I am not interested in. I am doing something that doesnt interest me.
But that aint gonna stop the smile (and the relief) of getting across the second year. I have got a long road ahead of me. Let me hope I take the right turns...
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Hi Ashwini,
Great online beginning!! So you have come to an end of one struggle and are worried about beginning of the next! This is a dilemma which often haunts everybody at this time. I too had my share of anxieties in my college days. But I discovered later that God has a plan written for all of us and often it comes as pleasant surprise .
So keep the faith and do what is required at present.
Keep walking...
Best,
Sandeep Dogra
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